Carrie's Breast Cancer Updates

I know my God is the Great Physician. And so, I present myself before Him. In need of healing. I feel exposed, marred, scarred. See what we have done with what You gave us? Surgery, stitches, bruising, things removed, things added. And, still, I need Your help. What we have done is not enough. What we have done is clumsy, ugly.

My God, the Great Physician, spoke and life and universe was perfect and beautiful. Speak, once again.

Why do I turn to what man has mastered, when the Creator of all is also my Healer? Is it wrong? Is it less than best? Is it lack of faith?

I remember, Peter’s Vision in Acts 10:9-15. ...And a voice spoke to him again the second time, "What God has cleansed you must not call common."

I am confident, the God who heals is also the God Who chose this road for me, Who orchestrates the people who will help, Who moves the hands of the human physicians, Who placed the chemistry into the earth to enable a healing process, Who is behind and before and through all.

I do not turn from Him to look to human helpers. I do not leave faith to visit a Doctor's office. They do not do less than He can do. They do what He has ordained. And I trust. And it is beautiful.